THE CASPAR SONGBOOK
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drinking whiskey’s something johnny couldn’t go without
couple of years passed like water through a spout
couple of years passed and a bunch of us moved south
johnny doesn’t call much anymore
is there something is there something
is there something on your mind
lost at poker went all in on shitty cards
made back money mowing other people’s yards
kept a handle in the glovebox just in case
kept a pistol just to wave it in god’s face
is there something is there something
is there something on your mind
i’ll be watching from the cheap seats during the seventh inning stretch
swear i’ll never know another face like yours till they lay me down to rest
it might be something from the ether or maybe something in the wine
you’ll never make it without ever even trying
is there something on your mind?
is there something is there something
is there something on your mind
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we were fifty days at Iliam when you said you’re going home
that’s the difference between you and me i am never going home
i dreamt there was a fire in a blizzard all the snow went up in steam
the trail is on fire the lake is on fire the town is on fire
this is not a dream
we’re at the bottom of a mountain topped by gods and kings
so fuck troy fuck paris fuck the whole damn thing
fuck the horse you rode in on, we all know how this ends
the highway’s on fire the river’s on fire there are cities on fire
go tell all your friends
we were fifty days at Iliam when you said you’re going home
and i think i’m coming with you so that neither of us will be alone
i learned a lot from lot’s wife won’t turn into salt
the sky is on fire the ocean’s on fire feels like heaven’s on fire
but this is not your fault
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stephen was a rodeo clown in his head
the best this one horse town had ever seen
used to work the drive thru at night
sees something like sunrise as the light turns red to green
now he’s all strung out on the street he cut his short hair long
dreams of skipping town on a greyhound
as if clay pigeons was a michael cera song
marvin lives in the suburbs
gets into work each day by nine
counts david berman a hero of his
but he doesn’t like the way he died
in winter when the sun goes down
and you’re driving home at night
can’t really see the faces can only see the headlights
i think i saw you walking
on the sidewalk near the grocery storei even thought of stopping
until i realized that i didn’t know what for
i’d cross a raging sea for you,
but do you even know my name
will anybody ever love me??
will anybody ever love me??
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i thought i was an angel thought i was an airplane
thought i was jesus christ on his throne
thought i was a painting thought i was a space ship
thought i was a million miles from home
i thought i knew you i thought i knew you
thought i knew your voice on the telephone
thought i’d cheated ripped off the answers
are you still someone when you’re all alone
i thought i was an icon thought i was a dreamgirl
thought i was the tallest man on earth
thought i was a bottle you could pour love into
think i could be anyone but her
i thought i knew dark, but i don’t know dark
i know the shadows at the end of the road
so leave a light on, so leave a mirror
are you still someone when your friends go home
thought i was a race car thought i was a whale watch
thought i was one dog in a two dog night
i thought you knew me because i’m made up
i’m just someone that i thought you’d like
and if you call me ill always answer
ill come running just to tie your shoe
and if you need me, i’ll always be here
i’ll be anyone you need me to
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tell me all your stories
treat me like a tub
that you could take a bath in
the water is my love
when your bath is over
you’ve scrubbed off every stain
dry off and put your clothes on
send water down the drain
wanna drink your coffee
wanna drink your spit
show me your biggest suitcase
i will carry it
wanna take your clothes off
wanna put them on
wanna be your baby
wanna be your mom
so drive me to the airport
put me on a plane
let’s hope to god it crashes
so we never meet again
bet i’ll see you five years later
we’re in some place i’ve never been
you’ll say i’m not your lover
i’ll say i’m not your friend