THE CASPAR SONGBOOK

  • drinking whiskey’s something johnny couldn’t go without

    couple of years passed like water through a spout

    couple of years passed and a bunch of us moved south

    johnny doesn’t call much anymore


    is there something is there something

    is there something on your mind


    lost at poker went all in on shitty cards

    made back money mowing other people’s yards

    kept a handle in the glovebox just in case

    kept a pistol just to wave it in god’s face 


    is there something is there something

    is there something on your mind


    i’ll be watching from the cheap seats during the seventh inning stretch

    swear i’ll never know another face like yours till they lay me down to rest

    it might be something from the ether or maybe something in the wine

    you’ll never make it without ever even trying

    is there something on your mind?


    is there something is there something

    is there something on your mind


  • we were fifty days at Iliam when you said you’re going home

    that’s the difference between you and me i am never going home 

    i dreamt there was a fire in a blizzard all the snow went up in steam

    the trail is on fire the lake is on fire the town is on fire

    this is not a dream 


    we’re at the bottom of a mountain topped by gods and kings

    so fuck troy fuck paris fuck the whole damn thing

    fuck the horse you rode in on, we all know how this ends

    the highway’s on fire the river’s on fire there are cities on fire

    go tell all your friends 


    we were fifty days at Iliam when you said you’re going home

    and i think i’m coming with you so that neither of us will be alone

    i learned a lot from lot’s wife won’t turn into salt

    the sky is on fire the ocean’s on fire feels like heaven’s on fire

    but this is not your fault


  • stephen was a rodeo clown in his head 

    the best this one horse town had ever seen

    used to work the drive thru at night 

    sees something like sunrise as the light turns red to green

    now he’s all strung out on the street he cut his short hair long

    dreams of skipping town on a greyhound 

    as if clay pigeons was a michael cera song


    marvin lives in the suburbs 

    gets into work each day by nine

    counts david berman a hero of his 

    but he doesn’t like the way he died

    in winter when the sun goes down 

    and you’re driving home at night

    can’t really see the faces can only see the headlights


    i think i saw you walking
    on the sidewalk near the grocery store

    i even thought of stopping 

    until i realized that i didn’t know what for

    i’d cross a raging sea for you, 

    but do you even know my name

    will anybody ever love me??

    will anybody ever love me??


  • i thought i was an angel thought i was an airplane

    thought i was jesus christ on his throne

    thought i was a painting thought i was a space ship

    thought i was a million miles from home

    i thought i knew you i thought i knew you 

    thought i knew your voice on the telephone

    thought i’d cheated ripped off the answers

    are you still someone when you’re all alone


    i thought i was an icon thought i was a dreamgirl

    thought i was the tallest man on earth 

    thought i was a bottle you could pour love into

    think i could be anyone but her 

    i thought i knew dark, but i don’t know dark

    i know the shadows at the end of the road 

    so leave a light on, so leave a mirror

    are you still someone when your friends go home


    thought i was a race car thought i was a whale watch

    thought i was one dog in a two dog night 

    i thought you knew me because i’m made up

    i’m just someone that i thought you’d like

    and if you call me ill always answer

    ill come running just to tie your shoe

    and if you need me, i’ll always be here

    i’ll be anyone you need me to 

  • tell me all your stories

    treat me like a tub

    that you could take a bath in

    the water is my love

    when your bath is over

    you’ve scrubbed off every stain

    dry off and put your clothes on

    send water down the drain


    wanna drink your coffee

    wanna drink your spit

    show me your biggest suitcase

    i will carry it

    wanna take your clothes off

    wanna put them on

    wanna be your baby

    wanna be your mom


    so drive me to the airport

    put me on a plane

    let’s hope to god it crashes

    so we never meet again

    bet i’ll see you five years later

    we’re in some place i’ve never been

    you’ll say i’m not your lover 

    i’ll say i’m not your friend